A Letter to my son

My Angel,

My Darling precious baby boy. Mommy loves and misses you so much. When God chose Heaven as your home mommy was very sad but, now baby boy I see that you are in a Glorious, magnficant place. A place where I want to be and will be with you one day. I love you baby boy. My heart aches for you. I just want to hold you in my arms, feel you close to me, watch you sleep peacefully tucked in my bed next to me, daddy, and bubba. Mommy still can't get bubba out of my bed. Oh, how I miss you angel. When you were born you looked just like your bubba. You had the same eyes, hair, same long fingers and toes. You looked just like him. You were and are so perfect and beautiful. I am so blessed to have been chosen to be your mommy. You were everything I could have ever asked for and more. My sweet Angel, I will never forget you. You will live on in my heart forever and always. When God took you he took a piece of me too. I miss you so much and cannot wait to hold you again one day. I am going to miss getting to see all your milestones. From the first time you smiled to your first steps. The first time I heard you say mommy. I am going to miss everything about you. My heart aches that I will miss seeing what all you would have accomplished or who you would have become. It's okay, Angel, I find peace in knowing you are with our Lord God, safe in his hands. You will never know what it's like to hurt or be hurt in your little life. I wouldn't want anything less for you, Angel. Baby boy you will always live on in my heart and I will never ever forget you. I love you so so much.

I Love you
forever and always,

Mommy