A Letter to my son

My Angel,

My Darling precious baby boy. Mommy loves and misses you so much. When God chose Heaven as your home mommy was very sad but, now baby boy I see that you are in a Glorious, magnficant place. A place where I want to be and will be with you one day. I love you baby boy. My heart aches for you. I just want to hold you in my arms, feel you close to me, watch you sleep peacefully tucked in my bed next to me, daddy, and bubba. Mommy still can't get bubba out of my bed. Oh, how I miss you angel. When you were born you looked just like your bubba. You had the same eyes, hair, same long fingers and toes. You looked just like him. You were and are so perfect and beautiful. I am so blessed to have been chosen to be your mommy. You were everything I could have ever asked for and more. My sweet Angel, I will never forget you. You will live on in my heart forever and always. When God took you he took a piece of me too. I miss you so much and cannot wait to hold you again one day. I am going to miss getting to see all your milestones. From the first time you smiled to your first steps. The first time I heard you say mommy. I am going to miss everything about you. My heart aches that I will miss seeing what all you would have accomplished or who you would have become. It's okay, Angel, I find peace in knowing you are with our Lord God, safe in his hands. You will never know what it's like to hurt or be hurt in your little life. I wouldn't want anything less for you, Angel. Baby boy you will always live on in my heart and I will never ever forget you. I love you so so much.

I Love you
forever and always,

Mommy

Service Info for John David Troy

First, I would like to thank you all for your continued prayers, comments, and words of encouragement. They have meant so much to me as I try to get through each day. I miss my baby so much that it physically hurts. I take comfort tho in knowing that he is safe in the hands of our Lord Jesus and he will NEVER hurt or be hurt in his little life. Of course, I would give anything to have my baby back in my arms with me, he is however, in a much better place than we are and one day he will be in my arms again.

Thank you all so much for everything.

Thank you mom, Sandra, and Angie for keeping up with my blog and for just being there for me. I don't know what I would have done without you guys.

Services for our baby boy John David Troy Kitchko
will be held:

Saturday, May 30th, 2009 at 1:00

In the Chapel at Sunset Memorial Park Cemetary

2301 E. Indian Hills Road
Norman, OK

Sunset is located off Indian Hills Road between Sooner and Air Depot. You can take Sooner to Indian Hills Rd or I-35 to Indian Hills Rd.

Once Again, Thank you for everything!

Much love to you all,
Shawna

In Remembrance of our baby boy...

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xoxo,

Shawna

John David Troy

Our precious little Angel has gone to be with our Lord. Shawna and Dusty are doing as well as can be expected. I am in AWE of my daughter, the strenght she has is inspiring. Please continue to uplift her with your prayers!!

Our son the angel John David

Today Jesus came and picked his flowers and he has taken with him to heaven Shawna and Dusty's sweet baby boy John David.

As you know Shawna was having trouble with her pregnancy and today she lost her sweet son. I am not sure all the information she wants me to post on here but here we go.

Today Shawna woke up and the umbillical cord was hanging from her. She was rushed to the hospital and had to have an emergency C-Section. Shawna and Dusty's son was born at approximately 10:45 a.m. and passed at 11:30 a.m. John David did take some breathes and had a pulse. John David weighed approximately 2 pounds and 15 ounces.

She had many family members and friends present to be by her side. We all had a chance to hold this precious little boy in our hands. Even though this is not the best of times, seeing that baby boy and how tiny and perfect he was, it was the most awesome expericence I have ever seen. He was beautiful.

Shawna seems to be doing okay. I am happy she will be able to hold this baby in her arms for a couple of days till her family decides what to do. She has some time. She will be in the hospital for 4 to 5 days. She has many decisions to make. We will keep you posted as to when arrangements and the funeral will be.

Keep her family in your prayers. Shawna, I look up to you. You are the bravest and one strong woman. I love you! Grace and Peace to you and yours.